A LIL MORE UPDATE..

Salam.

dah terlebih rajin plak. hehe. petang ni balik lambat skit so try to update some pictures..

first mesti la introduce gambar anak ..ehehe..walaupon baru 13weeks,terpaksa jadi mangsa mak yg ske ber blog..haha..

this is exactly look like the one that i have from hospital..tapi ni bukan gambar sebenar lah yer..
unbelievable la kan..aku tak rasa pon perubahan ketara pada lower abdomen..tapi rupanya baby tu dah sempurna pun sifatnya..dah ada bentuk manusia..Subhanallah..



ni plak bbrp pic yg ambik masa raya. this time mmg tak banyak ambik pic..semua nya masa pakai baju hitam , masa tgh tunggu giliran nak ambik pic kat studio. baru ku tau mahal giler ambik gambar family kat studio. giler ah RM168 satu picca. tu pon sbb promosi raya..kalau tak RM270. mahal kan kat kuching ??

owh..jangan terkejut..aku sangat GENDUT..hahaha. despite of having a very bad nausea and vomiting, makan tak menentu , tapi bila balik je kuching lansung takde mabuk. bagus kan? and happily gain 4kg. terer tak ?? haha. i'm now 64.5kg. 2 bulan je dah naik 4kg. terer tu.hehe

gambar2 ni sume guna henpon..so tak brape clear la.yg gmbr studio tu kitorang snap dari pc kedai tu ..dia tamo kasik soft copy ..dah la mahal ..menyampah betol ..

and dont bother about my father yg pakai spek itam di siang hari tu ..hehe. dia saje je takmo org tgk ke henseman dia.ahah. penat kitorang pujuk bukak spek,bolayan.

A VERY LATE UPDATE..

Salam semua..

Dah lebih sebulan tak hapdet aper2..sampai si MR dah bersalin pon aku baru tau arini ..sungguh la tertinggal ketapi ..huhu.. TAHNIAH to MR n husband for having a baby boy..dah sepasang ..syukur alhamdulillah..

Actually aku pon ade good news yang dah agak lambat untuk di share kan..ehehe..tak la lambat sangat sbb belum 'menetas' bak kata makcik rehan.haha.

Alhamdulillah ..setelah berusaha menurunkan hampir 15kg , setelah berusaha dengan mcm2 ubat n jumpa doktor smpai fedap..Allah bagi aku peluang untuk PREGNANT. Yes ! I am almost 14 weeks pregnant ..syukur alhamdulillah ..

mungkin jugak ramai yg dah tau melalui sms..sbb aku sangat excited smpai abis kredit sms sume orang , doakan aku n baby selamat.hehe. sbb aku kan ade PCOS, DR pun ckp jangan berharap sangat ..15% pregnancy slalu nya end up with keguguran ..Nauzubillah ..

Mula2 aku tatau pon aku pegnen..maksudnya masa pegi Sabah , aku dah few weeks pregnant. Bulan 7 aku mmg tak period lansung, so i thought my hormone stress out. Bulan 8 gi Sabah tu aku ada bleeding skit2, so i thought, my PCOS dah jadi balik. However, when the bleed continues until more than 15days, i know there must be something wrong. From what i know, it might be a servical cancer , or pregnancy.

So i went to see the doctor. She said the same thing. either cancer or pregnancy. I dont know why i never get the intention to do my own UPT. maybe sbb takut frust kot.

Masa jumpa DR tu dah 3 days puasa. I have a very bad nausea n vomiting, which i think caused by my gastritis..i do think that i might be pregnant, but because i have bleeding, i dont think it might be possible.

And when the DR ask me to do the upt, i still dont think it possible. yang lagi buat aku tak sangka , just few weeks before that , my Pakar O&G kat Hosp Seremban said I can't be pregnant for now because there is NO EGG at all. takde telur lansung keluar dari ovari aku. so camne nak pegnen?

So I guess this is MIRACLE. Alhamdulillah ..syukur sangat2..

Ok la ..enuf bout that. Thanx pada semua yang doakan untuk aku selama ni. mungkin ada sedikit kebaikan yang aku buat , yang menyebabkan doa orang pada aku dimakbulkan..alhamdulillah ..

ow..dah tak lupa..Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri untuk semua kengkawan..Maaf atas salah silap bim k? miss u all ..

SABAH IS AWESOME!

Salam sume. Salam dari Sabah. heheh

Today will be my last day. been here since Monday .

And finally , meet up with Polin. Thanx polin for the great days . glad to have u as a friend.

Mmg seronok dtg sabah ni.mcm lebih kurang balik kuching je.sbb the surrounding is not so much differ. yg best nya , we stay kat hotel yg in the middle of the city , which means , surrounding by shopping mall yg macam2 ada. haha. nice. i need that for this stressful job.

Ingat nak tepek pic (i'm ashamed to put my pic with polin because polin is like number 1 and i'm 0, u got what i mean?) she's so skinny, and looks 10 years younger in real life. Picture dont tell everything though. hehe .

I forgot to bring my usb cable. ( haha. alasan baik punyer ) hopefully nanti balik opis i'llhave some time to upload everything. but i think polin will share the pic in her FB. ( oh ya, i dont have FB- haha. ketinggalan zaman )

ok la korang. nak blah dah. i know u guys bored with my blog. Sorry for that. can't help u with that. I'm slowly losing grip from this net world. lain la kalau husband tiba2 baik hati nak bli laptop skali ngan internet ke.haha. Dream on.

I miss my previous life. but I know we have to move on. We have to let go, to make a change. This is my time. and your time will come. Adios.

SERIOUSLY BUSY!

Salam sume.

Lama giler tak hapdet. Mmg la takde mende menarik pon berlaku. tapi kesian la kan org yg slalu jenguk blog ni yg dah bersawang ..haha.. sori korang .

Aku sangat2 la bz skang. bukan skang je . tatau kenapa semenjak masuk sini asik ade je mende nak buat. mmg la aku ske sbb tak terasa masa berlalu kan. Tapi masalahnye rasa mcm tak ckup jer nak siapkan sume mende. Bila aku tgh buat benda ni,bos aku tanye pasal benda tu. jadi nye , nak tak nak aku kene sentiasa prepare and update segala kes yg ada dlm tangan aku.

Walaupon bz, i still have time to hang out with Vogue2704. hehe. of course la hari jumaat kan. dah rehat lama. tu je la peluang nak berpoya2.hahaha. lain hari , asal tghari je pk pasal nak lunch , perut lapa giler. hari2 makan nasik 3 kali sehari. Hebat. hehe.tapi asal timing makan je lapa balik . Pelik.

Adakah berat aku berkurang atau bertambah ??

Semestinya bertambah. hahaha. sbb nya , skang ni hanya berjalan kaki adalah aktiviti harian. Anak maira dah takde nak kejar2. hehe. kalau tak bleh buli izzul ikut aku joging. hehe

Oh , sebelum aku lupa. untuk mereka yang stay kat Putrajaya or sekitaran yg berdekatan , pada 8 Ogos 2009 akan di adakan KARNIVAL KWAMP ( Kump. Wang Amanah Pelajar Miskin ) di Presint 8, dekat sekolah kot. hehe. tak pasti . Akan diadakan jualan barang2 terpakai , duit tu nanti masuk tabung kwamp tu. kira ni mcm indirectly menderma la kan. Banyak sangat barang dengar nya. ada baju , beg , alat elektrik , ape2 yg bleh diderma la. Bebudak unit aku kan siap derma handbag yg lawa2,tatau la sapa yg bernasib baik dpt beli tu. aku dpt sedekahkan baju2 je la. baju yg sendat dan baju yg besar. hahaha. seplastik sampah warna hitam tu , giler banyak . tu pon umah masih semak. tau beli je,pakai tak. mana tak melambak.

Kalau korang ada masa datang la . aku tak pasti timing la. nanti aku semak balik . dah pasti la start pagi kan.

ok kengkawan. do take care. really miss u all.

2 news..

Salam .

Sehat ? I'm doin fine. Sebenarnya very the busy especially pagi2 camni. but i think this is the only time i can update anything. need to make it short n precise. haha. ape2 je la .

Got 2 news.

1 - I got the quarters !
Alhamdulillah..yeahhh.. belum pindah lagik.tp dah ambik kunci semalam. dah tengok2 ngan husband. dia dah sebok plan nak bli mcm2. huhu. need to clean up a bit. sbb habuk n such. but dinding cat baru - really brightly white..

Honestly , this house is waaaayyy smaller than our last place in Seremban . But my husband cheer up when he saw the kicthen ( that is the most important part of the house for him ). For me, I'm quite upset because the living hall is too small ( because that is the most important place for me. haha. nampak sangat asik tgk tv, laki sebok masak.hehe )

HOWEVER , it doesnt matter anymore. yg penting ada tempat tinggal , and no need to bother maira n family anymore. tapi i'm gonna miss Izzul Islam n Izzul Iman. bleh pinjam tak skali skala ?? hahaha. Izzul nye sekolah the same building kat umah aku jer. and yes , umah me n maira dekat sajer. We still can go for aerobic together on Sunday right ?? hehe

2 - I lost another 1 kg..

haha. keco. but this really means something for me. sbb dh jarang sangat exercise properly, makan pon banyak rasanya. tapi membuang pon byk. I think my body really helps me this time. Ada some muscle left kot..hahaha. Need to lose another 8 kg. I hope that wont be a problem lepas dpt pindah umah ni .

Oh btw , ruang tamu tu tak muat pon utk aku buat aerobik. ahahaha. aku dah ckp ngan husband 1 bilik kene buat bilik eksesais. ngeh3. manyak cantik yerrr...hehe

I'm very excited to move to the new house. Because i really wanna be back to my routine before.
Hopefully I can do that soon.

Calling for Nabiha Ismail !!! - Bha kata nak tolong kemas umah kan??haha. nanti jangan tak dtg plak. hehe.

Have a nice Thursday.

Picca - with extra 2kg.hahaha

Salam.

As requested. ada orang dah rindu sangat nak tgk pic ku. haha. aku tau tu, saje nak tgk kadar PENGEMBANGAN aku kan kan kannnn...?? hehe..

pics ni di ambik masa bapak aku datang ke Putrajaya , mid Jun . tak brape hengat tarikh. gmbr pon kureng jelas sbb henpon sapa tah ni tak berkualiti lansung ambik pic.hahaha

jangan kutuk lebey2. skit2 dah la. hehe.

sori eh,posing sama je. baju pon ala2 sama je. hahaha.

A PLEASENT SUPRISE..

Salam.

Tiba2 harini aku update blog malam. Adakah aku telah berjaya memaksa laki ku beli laptop sebijik ? oh tidak sama sekali. ehehe. aku pinjam laptop maira , sekali ngan internet dia. haha. thanx maira !

Harini , aku sangat la mcm tak sangka , dapat berjumpa dengan seseorang. Petang tadi dpt sms dari seseorang
"bim, ko kat moe kan ?"

aku dengan blur tatau tu no henpon sape , aku pon jawab "aah.kenapakah ? " hehe.sukati aku je jawab kan padahal no tak kenal .

"aku ada kat moe ni,lapor diri naik pangkat. kat e...aras..."

uiks. aku dah pelik. sapa plak ni . naik pangkat? kat aras....? dekat giler dah ngan bhgn aku.

skali aku cek2 balik no henpon, rupa2nya Vogue2704 ! laaaa...mmg jodoh kita aa nak jumpa kan vogue? dulu kita plan nak jumpa masa bim keje kat n.sembilan , pastu vogue nak pindah nilai.
skang ni dah lain plak. dua2 dpt keje kat putrajaya , the same building plak tu.haha. a pleasent suprise i should say.

disebabkan aku tersangat la sebok skang kan, aku bleh tak ingat nak amik pic kitorang (mcm aku slalu buat kalau jumpa member diet ..hehe ).but no worries,we'll have more time with each other.

next week i'll have my next O&G appointment. i dont know what to expect. this time we'll review not only my blood test result , but together with my husband's result. hopefully everything will goes well. pray for us.

tomorrow ada meeting unit kitorang. and the public speaking topic will be "1 Malaysia : what u can do as a government servant and a citizen".ape nak citer tu ? got no idea. giler ngeri nak masuk meeting sok. but I'm not a coward. Jangan mengelak dari tanggungjawab. aku tak ske betul perangai org mcm tu. dah tau tu tugas dia , time2 tu la dia tak datang keje . kalau betul2 sakit takpe , ini buat sakit hati orang lain jer. huh. coward.

ok la korang..time to sleep. ehe.ngantuk giler.

for vogue - Congratulation on ur promotion ! and welcome to our ministry ! hehehe.pasni bleh kita lepak makan sama kan.sambil2 gosip pasal geng diet.haha.eh,nanti hapdet kan haku pasal forum.lama giler tak masuk .

Thanx for all readers. you guys always make my day. Thank you.

Good nite. sleep tight.

IT'S FRIDAY..

Salam semua.

Bestnye dah hari jumaat. Sbb nak balik Seremban. haha. balik smbn pun ske ke ?
penat la skang. everyday i fall asleep at 9pm. sangat la awal. sume cerita kegilaan ku kat AXN dah jarang tengok. slalu tgk ulangan masa weekend je. nasib baik la House ada ulangan every saturday n sunday. hehe .

Berat aku camtu gak. sbb nya aku makan mcm kelaparan giler. everytime balik keje , mesti rasa mcm dah tak makan dari pagi . padahal pagi makan berat , lunch mkn nasik , pkl 530pm dah rasa kebulur. huhu.

Skang aku dinner lagi awal gila dari dulu . Sbb tak masak n makan kat kedai . kalau hubby ambik balik keje , terus gi makan.

bila dah makan awal , pagi esok nyer bangun tido sangat la kelaparan lagi.haha. and the cycle goes on and on .hehe. and when the hell will i loss my weight if i continue that kind of lisfestyle? eheh.sendiri mau ingat la bim.

ok la korang. nak ambik angin luar. sit in this office is like staying in a refrigerator. giler sejuk. mcm nak simpan ayam je.haha

SORRY FOR THE INCONVINIENCE

Salam.

sorry sangat2. mesti ramai yg pelik kenapa tak dpt masuk blog ni bbrp hari lepas.

Al kesahnyer aku gatal tangan ..pastu tersalah klik ..hahaha..pastu aku tak pasan plak tu
sehingga la ade org email n msg tanye kenapa tak dpt masuk blog ni ?

Bila aku online guna henpon laki aku ..aku try klik " everyone " balik dah tak bleh plak ..so terus la ter "block" sume orang ..ehehe..

So sorry. that was my stupid mistake.

ekceli takde la hapdet pon kan..skang ni tgh fight utk kuarters la. sengal tau dorang ni . dah brape lama tunggu tak dpt2 ni . sakit jiwa raga. sian maira n family dia. semak je ade aku kat umah tu.hehe. walaupon aku ske giler lepak ngan anak2 dia kan, tapi dorang pon perlu space sendiri. yg paling kesian abg mat la , husband maira. mesti susah nak manja2 ngan maira sbb aku ada..ngeh3..sorry maira.

sebab tu seboleh2nye aku mesti nak balik seremban kalau weekend. takde la nyemak sangat kan. tu je la pon masa maira nak luang bersama family dia.

ekceli ade few picca ambik masa gi kl baru2 ni ngan adik n bapak aku. tapi dlm henpon mana tah.hehe. aku rasa mcm dah berisi plak dlm pic tu. ALARM!!!abis la. berat pon dah naik ni ..haha..mana taknye , makan kek lapis n ikan terubok masin yg bapak aku bawak tu. huhu. pastu bermalam kat KL lagi la ala2 tak sedar diri . sampai kene cirit birit. adoi la.

aku dgr forum cari dah berwajah baru. tapi blum tgk lagik. tadi tgk jap mcm kelakar pon ada. mcm porem budak2.hahaha.

ok la korang. take care.

Lama Tak Hapdet - Got some warning ..

Salam .

dah lama giler tak hapdet. bz giler konon. haha.

arini should be masuk meeting together with the big boss n 2nd boss. but bila kitorang dah masuk bilik meeting , tgk2 unit lain hantar 41 ke atas je. haha. buat malu den je. I dont mind actually , i'm really willing to learn everything. and being in a meeting is one of the best way if u want to have a general idea about what they have in that particular ministry. Unluckily , they dont have enough space for "people like us" - org2 bawahan. hehe.

I've been here almost 2 months. and I've a learn a lot of thing. Did I cope well ? I think i'm doin good for the time being. Thanx to my dad , who really teach me how to be a survivor. ( thanx for all the preach . haha )

Remember about "the scary" boss that i've talked about ? haha. Sorry boss.
He's not that scary. My father is wayyyy scarier than him. haha. the different is , my boss will affect my career. That's the point. I hope i can be the best employee ever (?) hehe. Dream.

Oh, before i forgot , this is a serious warning for those yg asyik nak promote pasal produk kurus at my shoutbox and in my comments.

PLEASE DONT PROMOTE ABOUT ANY WEIGHT LOSS PRODUCT OR PROGRAM OR WHATSOEVER IN MY SHOUTBOX OR MY COMMENTS.

I WILL DELETE YOUR POST AS SOON AS I SEE IT , AND IF U DID IT AGAIN , I'LL BAN UR IP . IS THAT FAIR ENOUGH ??

Aku mmg la sangat hangin org2 yg pomot mcm2 produk ni. dont u get it ?? Aku taknak nanti org2 lain yg masuk blog ni pon terpengaruh. dah la ade link skali tu. tak pasal2 org ingat aku yg tolong pomot plak.

Kalau nak promote pasal benda lain aku ampun lagi la..baju ke ape ke..but please eh, jangan guna my shoutbox n my comments untuk promote anything yang ada kaitan ngan produk kurus mengurus.. Dont make me block this blog for certain readers only.

Oh..lagi satu. I think I want to set this blog to private. So only certain person can read it. Why ? for a security reason. I need your email address for adding it to my list. Sapa2 rasa nak baca blog aku pas ni , please gimme ur email add ok. Bukan kerek beb , tapi I have to. For my own goods. ok ?

Till then , see u in the next entry ..( if any ..hehe )