This entry is dedicated to KASEH

Salam.

This is dedicated to KASEH.

Reading your blog is a very heart – touching moment. I know exactly how u feel. Because I was that fat girl, who been rejected in most of my life because I was too fat to be a girlfriend.

Lelaki mmg akan nampak fizikal dulu , sebelum dia decide samada kita ni ckup BAIK ke tak ? LAYAK ke tak ..kalau jumpa awek yg cun , body lawa , kalau tak baik pon they’ll say “takper..perangai tu bleh ubah skit2 “ tapi kalau awek gemok ni “sym mmg ske kan awak ..tapi sy rasa kita tak sesuai la” or dia bleh tinggalkan kita mcm tu jer.

I met my husband online. YES. It’s a real story. Hehe. And he was one of the nicest person I’ve ever met . ( walaupon perangai nya smpai skang mcm budak umo 5 taun.ehehe ) I’m so thankful to have him as my husband. He never asked me to lose weight. Never say anything about my shape or look. “tak kesah la.abg ok jer..” itu je dia akan jawab kalau aku tanye soklan bodo ni “sayang gemuk sangat tak bang?”hehe

Bim stuju sangat pendapat KASEH bila dia kata sebelum kawin or awal2 kawin mmg suami tak suh pun kurus. Terima seadanya konon. Boleh blah la. Sbb tu kita pompuan kene sedar diri awal.Its not only about how u look like when u r in a sexy lingerie , its how u feel about urself. If u don’t feel good about urself, it shows. Lama2 laki kita pun rasa benda yg sama. “ayang ni gemuk la kan” – keep saying this word and it will stay in ur husband mind!

Never looked down on urself . But its hard when u have nothing to be proud of , kan ? I know how that feels like.

Apa yg aku taip lepas ni , is not only for KASEH. It’s for everyone who think they need this.

Aku pun penah la ala2 putus cinta pastu konon2 nak kurus sbb nak buktikan pd lelaki tu. That wont work. Seriously.

Aku rasa losing weight ni hanya akan Berjaya kalau kita belajar pentingkan diri sendiri. Yes, you hear me right. Even when u love everyone else, you should LOVE YOURSELF FIRST.

Kalau bz sangat dengan semua benda , think about urself first. Nak pk pasal suami, anak2 , pk psl diri dulu. Sbb kalau korang tak jaga diri korang , how can u take care of everyone else??

You think u r a good wife/mother if u dont care about ur health because u need to take care of ur family , think again. What happen to them if u die at the age of 35 because of heart attack ?? Who will bring ur child to a playground if u can’t even walk down the stairs?

Do this for yourself. Giving up is not an options. You dont just talk , YOU DO IT. Nothing will change if u don’t do anything TODAY!

Forget about the past. You were OBESE because you choose to be OBESE. Orang slalu kata , “sapa nak jadi gemuk mcm ni ..saya pon taknak jadi gemuk tau ..”
Tapi apa yg kita dah buat utk buktikan kita taknak tu ? NOTHING. Just continue with your lazy ass and keep munching everything in your mouth.

Kita yang pilih kita nak jadi apa. Even orang yg obese dari kecik pon boleh buat pilihan untuk jadi sehat. Orang yg ada penyakit mcm aku , walaupon hormone ku mmg akan buat aku gemuk , aku cuba lawan jugak . There is no excuse. WE MADE IT UP. WE MAKE EXCUSES FOR OURSELF.

“Saya tak boleh la nak lari ..gemok sangat tak larat bawak badan “- u can’t run ? YOU WALK

“takde masa la , banyak keje “ – it’s only take 20-30mins from your 1440 min and u said u have no time?

“ko tak paham , ko takde anak ,mana sama “- yes I don’t understand about having kids and still have time for exercising. Tapi , most of my diet’s club frens married with 3-4-5 childrens, and they still can commit to be fit , exercising at least 30mins a day. What a shame for those who still give lame excuses.

Why I dedicate this entry for KASEH ? KASEH for me is a standard heart-breaking love story for a fat girl. MOST of fat girl will experience that in their life. I can just reply her post , but maybe ramai wanita2 lain yg akan terlepas komen tu. Hehe. I hope this will really be an eye-opener for everyone.

KASEH ,I hope you don’t mind I wrote this. Bim rasa sedih atas apa yg berlaku pada KASEH , tapi pada Bim KASEH seorang yg tabah dan akan mampu hadapi semua ni. You've gone through the worse , nothing can stop you now.

You have chosen the right path. THIS IS THE TIME TO CHANGE. Either you keep on look back , OR KEEP MOVIN ON. You r lucky to have that 2nd chance. And this time , MAKE IT RIGHT.We’ll be at your side. Anytime.

Salam kaseh ,

Bimbim.